the beginning.

well, i feel like its time to start recording what i'm doing, what's going on in my life, or my thoughts. who knows. its my senior year of high school. i wanna remember it, ya know? i don't want to forget what i was feeling, or what i wanted to say to someone.  

today was kind of a normal day. school, the usual. we had our echo performance (white overalls and all).  "goodbye earl" and "eenie meenie" couldn't be any more different, at all.  i practiced with Maddie in the gym all afternoon, it was nice, now that volleyball season is over, i can officially be relaxed when i'm working out.  its time to start working on softball now though.  

the new taylor swift album came out today. "speak now" its kind of amazing. my favorite song might be either "better than revenge" or "last kiss" as of right now anyway.  

this weekend i'm going up to christ school for the asheville school game.  its going to be so much fun. i'm so excited(: i get to see brett play football, and i get to see kyle, and probably stuart (not that i REALLY want to see stuart or anything, he's kind of gross in my opinion)  icky ickyy poo.

my sister is coming up to school to be a prospective student on thursday. superr pumped

max was down this weekend.  i still can't believe he's going to china.  i guess he and i really weren't meant to be. i'm ready to move on, ready to get out of this relationship and just be free.  i can't really explain it. i'm just like over it already.  he's going to be in china for months, and i just can't handle that kind of long distance.  its not fair to me, and i'm going to college anyway.  ughh. 

one day i'll find the person i'm supposed to be with, and until that happens, relationships aren't something i'm going to worry myself about, especially with my track record.