feelings are all that matter in situations like these.

relationship-
1. a connection, association, or involvement
2.connection between persons by blood or marriage.
3. an emotional or other connection between people
4. a sexual involvement; affair.

Let’s see here. 

Mr. Maxwell Drake Anderson. I thought I was going to spend forever with him, but I guess that’s not the case.  Dreams got in the way.  He’s going to China in January, and will be there on and off for the next five years.  I am NOT going to college with a boyfriend that isn’t even going to be in the country for the next half decade.  This is just how I feel right now.  He’s an amazing guy, and I’m really in love with him.  He’s one of my best friends, and I can tell him anything.  He’s always been there for me, through every previous breakup, through every previous relationship, or any other major event in my life.  I really wish things were different, because I love to hold his hand and kiss him, and I love the way his arms feel when they’re around me.  Sounds cheesy I know, but it’s completely and totally true. UGHHHHH. So angry about this.  But I’m going to have fun in college, and for the second half of my senior year.  I’m not going to be sad about this.  It’s what he wants to do, and it’s a wonderful opportunity, just one that I’m not a part of.  So, he’s going to have fun in Asia, and I’m going to have fun here.  Leaving high school with a bang. shhhhaaabam